It's the start of a new week and school starts in about 7 hours. I didn't want to go to school, I wanted to stay in bed and cherish this moment when there is no one at home.

In a way I know It's almost impossible to understand her, it's almost impossible to find a way to make her smile everyday, maybe not for me at least.

I'm not giving up, For all of my life I have always given up on things.

This time I won't. . This time I wont.



This was last year. . and yet it was like yesterday. . :(