Just a few days ago I had this really weird dream. . well, in the end it it sorta turned out to be a nightmare . .
So the story goes like this. .
Ivan - a highschool batchmate *dont ask why, i dont know either*
Ella - a friend, sorta. . do I like her? *do I?*
As far as I could remember I was hanging out with Ivan and Ella, I couldnt remember much, but somehow we ended up in my grandma's house.Looking outside, I noticed that the weather turned for the worse and dark clouds were gathering above the sky, strong winds were blowing through, shaking the house. Well, it looked liked a storm was coming so I asked my friends if they wanted stay here for the night because it was to risky going out.
Honestly,I didnt know how we ended up hanging out, I didnt know how we ended up there, but we did, somehow we did. What i know is Ella and Ivan didnt know each other, I know they didnt, or did they?
So it was settled, we were going to spend the night in my grandmas place. I dont remember what we did there, I cant remember what happend, but what I noticed is that Ella and Ivan were quite aquainted with each other, like they knew each other before, It was weird because what I know is, I was the one who introduced them to each other. Well, I just thought to myself that maybe were just fun people and its such a great night to make friends. So we spent the night talking and bonding with each other.
We used the room that I always slept at when I was a kid, I had a lot of memories in that room. I could remember having a lot of fun sleepovers with my aunties there, a lot of embarassing moments, a lot of dirty diapers, a lot of love, patience and, you get the picture. I'm finding it ironic that we are here trying to have a good time.
Alas, it was time for bed, it was late and we were all tired, so I guess it was time to get some shut-eye. So I cuddled up in the corner where I would always sleep.
I was lying beside Ivan,I was talking to him, but I was looking at Ella "God, she looked pretty with those pink pajamas". That smile, that look, its captivating and mysterious, I cant hold myself together whenever I see her. Then she started crawling towards us, when she got closer she suddenly shifted direction and crawled towards Ivan, and when she got closed enough,
when she got close enough. .
she gave him a kisss, a warm kiss done with all intent and passion.Seing this I was surprised,
no. .
shocked,
no...
I mean, I was. .
nervous!?. .
needless to say. .
I was . . I was. .
jealous..
I broke down in tears . . BUT, I just turned my head to the other direction and tried to sleep it through..
*sigh*
When I woke up(in my dream), I remembered what happend the night before and I was still shocked, still confused. . and sorta felt sad,but I tried to start my day right by catching some fresh air. While looking around,
I saw this creature, it looked like a
giant lizard, with
diamond scales and
green in color. it stood for about
4 feet long and had the
head shape of a copperhead snake but the face of a very
tame lizard. A
long tail to balance its self while standing up, and a crown of green scaly skin on its neck. I looked at it with curiousity and then I just walked away.
I dont know what the creature was called, I dont know why I saw it. I dont know why. . Do you think it means something? . .When I returned to the room, I saw Ella. She was lying on the bed with her pink pajamas. I approached her with haste and asked her why she kissed Ivan. She just replied that she knew Ivan since highschool. I was really mad and asked her again why, this time tears were running down my eyes. . . I couldnt actually remember what happend. . but I KNEW I WAS HURT. .
Then I realized that I was having a nightmare so I desperately tried to wake up to reality. . .
desperately. .
Now, here I am. . Im awake
I'm confused, i dont know what to do. . even though its a dream. . I feel that this dream is telling me something. .
Some say that dreams may be symbols of what might happen. . Some may say its something youve been thinking about all day, that it got stuck in your memory. .
The fact is. .
Ella is real, I am real,
its not a dream. . One of these days this nightmare will come true and I hafta face my demons. . Since that night. . everything changed. . I changed. .