Sunday, September 17, 2006
Hooked
Its been a while since I friggin posted something in this blog. . Thank you for taking ure time to look at it. .
Being on vacation is not such a good thing. . Ive been thinking a lot lately and ive been playing games a lot(thats why im haveing a hard time updating this blog). . I wanted to do a lot of things this break and I havent done a lot. .
I wanted to exercise (X)
I wanted to study (X)
I wanted to go to the mall (X)
I wanted to work (X)
Although i am halfway through with the 200 episodes of naruto, which I didnt want to watch at first. . and more than a thousand hours in online gaming. . yes you guessed it. .im a true blue game addict. .
Well, it isnt that bad?!. . 1000++ gaming hours? WTF!!
Things happen for a reason. . there is an explanation why i am so hooked at games. .
I have a history on online games. . Each time i get hooked that means something bad happened(3 games and 3. . . . ******* ). . yea i might be having some struggles taht I use online games as a way to escape these things. . theyr the same compared to smoking, drinking. . .
YES, it can be a bad habit. .
but I cant help it. .
Playing these games takes my trouble away... even for a few hours, its damn worth it. .
(ohh, so thats why college students love playing in the cafes, Werd). .
Cant blame us . . .
Were just trying to get by. . .
But someday I know ill get tired. . Ill find time to face the truth. . Ill find time to face my problems and all will be good. .
Maybe this game will buy me some time. .
*sigh*
I FAIL MISERABLY
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