Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Issues. . ughh
When I walk on the corridors in our school campus, you could notice if somethings bothering me, if I walk with my shoulders down, my head looking on the ground with my lips tucked and I am moving in a moderate speed. . YEAH I am in deep crap. . but if you see me with that friggin hippie walk, chest out and with a serious look in my face. . I RULE that day. . but since I am talkng about walking and stuff like that. . Ill share a very very short story. . I remember the time when I was walking wiht my blockmates about a year ago. . We were slow, noisy and took all the lanes of the corridor. *haha* I miss those days, back then. . back then. . *sigh* . . Its just sad to remember those days, when all seemed good, and your path seems clear. . Well everything changes. . .
once I said. .
"I will never walk alone on these corridors. . "
BUT, look at me now, all dirty grimey and scorched to death, and alone
My blockmates WERE my bestbuds, yeap you heard it . . WERE. . Now I feel like I dont belong with them. . but I found a new family which I treasure the most, sadly destiny has caught up with me. .
*iguess im not really alone*
This pressure is insane
its not academic pressure but worse. .
I might look normal on the outside, but the emotional stress is insane. . DLSU was my only choice and (at that time) Engineering is my dream course, only to find out that both of them . . is just not for me. . Yeah I got what I want. . Like someone shoved it up my *ss. . I guess you hafta learn things the hardway. .
I am 100% sure, I am changing school. . Its not that I am escaping my fate but its a better decision, so why not take it?
lost during 8:50 AM