It started last night, i recieved a text from a friend that classes will be suspended tomorrow, so I quickly checked my Messenger and interogated poeple in my list. So I was happy *haha* time to be a bum! I tried staying up late, sadly i fell asleep early because my bed was so comfortable.
And now one of the most unforgetable days of my life...
Woke up early for driving school. Haha at last I can finally say that I CAN DRIVE! yes! haha now I only need a car.
So I think Ill write something about cars :D
Have you ever seen movies when the leading actors or actresses are alone in the car at night and the girl looks at the driver while he drives, then he looks back and they smile at each other? Then a romantic song plays in the background?
*does it make you feel warm?*
*awww*
Movies, dammit, they would always make me say "I wish" sadly I never does really come true but is it too early to say its too late? I've seen a lot of uses of cars on TV, not only as a means of transporting people, they could serve as a room or could be compared to a poece of jewelry. To this day I cant quite figure out why a lot of people specifically men fo crazy about them. Is it about speed? Is it about how much cars cost? Braging rights?
MAYBE. .
For me, its not the speed, its not the pricetag, not the pride. Its the moment i sahre with other people. I can feel the true meaning of driving or riding a car when Im in it with someone.
AND SO?
It sorta pulls me back down to earth. Points me to what I really want in life how happy I can become and maybe braging rights, thrill and other stuff can come as a sweet bonus. I am in one of the hardest but most fruitful parts of my life. Ive done things I cannot change, been in places I shouldnt be and felt some things im not even sure if i should think about them. Through life, love and the like I am trying to find myself. So whoever you are and wherever you maybe, if you happen to see me and find me looking down on the floor while walking, please talk to me and shed a few smiles, and maybe you could start my day.
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Am I alone?
Am I staring into bright lights
Have I gone home?
I must be dreaming when I'm sitting here
On someone else's throne
Am I sleeping with my eyes wide
Won't you let me know?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my bedside?
Will I wake to find you waiting by my side?
Copeland - Sleep