Saturday, July 15, 2006
Dreaming of a short episode in life
Saturday 10:59pm
I took a breathe but its not enough, so I took another one, but took one deeper held it inside and then slowly let it out, with it a problem or two. I can hear my breathe, I can hear its weight. Its heavy, its. . . sad. I close my eyes and think of the time when I was happy, why it happend, the people who made it happen and where it happend. Its sad to think that time passes so fast, evey minute spent is another minute lost. We can do nothing but make every minute count. Damn, I remember someone, Its someone new, but its unsure, better not be hasty but not slow. I opened my eyes then I realized that a song was playing on the background. . . Why does it always have to be a sad song? *sigh* Its very much like life, a sad song. . Who knows the ending? Who really knows the begining? We dont know we cant understand, its beyond human comprehension. I wonder where my mind is taking me now? More so I wonder where my heart is pointing. .
Monday 12:26am
started writing last Sunday, and I just cant keep myself together. . Yet again my breath is deep, a sad mist coming out of my speechless lips. . I guess typing is sadder than talking, no sound, just your eyes looking through the screen. . *sigh* This is life in the lonely part of the world, trying to find a match out of a billion people. . trying to find a soulmate, a love, a partner, a frend. Sometimes I think its the reason why we exist. . Yea I think lowly of the human race, like the animals I think that we exist to survive, and I think surviving means finding someone. . May this be right or wrong. . its what i seem to see around me. .
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