When I was a young lad I could remember thinking that babies are made by couples kissing. It wasn't until the 6th grade that I realized I was wrong. After laughing at myself a bit I ask myself some questions, about beliefs.

"Is it possible to know something that contradicts what you believe in?"

This freakin' question sticks to my mind like glue?!?!

"Yeah?! I know that God doesn't exist but why do I believe???"

Woah, need some more time to think back there, but soon I realized that eventhough sometimes you realize that something is false, believeing it to be true somewhat gives you "peace of mind". Lets say you don't believe in anything, any religion or whatsoever and you find yourself stuck in a very depressing and stressful problem, It seems that sooner or later you'll end up upset. Maybe you'll lose hope and the pessimistic part of your personality will takeover. "OOOOHHH" HOPE!! Thats it! Maybe that's one of the things that believeing will give you, eventhough the probability of suceeding seemed impossible we will rely on things like miracles to keep us going, save us and give us hope, it just makes this world a little more happy.

Sometimes I hate talking to a Psych major, telling every fact of life like a cold piece of rock hitting your head *grrr*. I had "love" and "it's complicated" problems at school and I went talk to one of my psycho friends and she tells me that "Love is just proximity." *Ughh* Stop it, then we moved to religion, she said that religion is just something that controls the society. Eventhough the religious in me is enraged by her psycho points of view, I can't help but think that its real and yet again I still believe and conform. When I was still in highschool I was already asking questions about what could happen if religion never existed, after some time, I realized that its somewhat true, religion control people to be "good" in thier perspective. Another question answered and another comes to mind *ugh*. . I'll see, maybe a little more listening and a little more reading could give me a clearer idea about this stuff, 'till then Im out.