So its another rainy day, and the weather is gloomy the wind is cold and the beat of raindrops on our roof sets the mood. Have you ever layed on your bed during a rainy day and just stare at the ceiling? With your slow record playing on the background. *aww*



I was struck by the beauty of the lyrics and the timing of the song can't be better. So I started to ponder upon the lyrics and begin to ask why?. The "overwhelming" arrangement of the song made my brain work and I began to daydream. *daydreaming* I wish I could show these images that im thinking off, like my own little world in my mind of what could've been and what should've been eventhough its pointless to carry the past with you, it sorta reminds me that im just human and thats what humans do best?! (argue with me) *haha*.

Above: One of Death Cab for Cuties albums

During these sad moments I tend to ask why things happen? Why is it always like this? Am I destined to be like this? Do I believe in destiny? What is happening to me?. *Gahd* So many questions, not enough answers, but im not dissapointed, Its normal to ask and even wiser . Socrates was inquisitive and he is wise, maybe these questions would do the same to me, I hope.

Sometimes I ask about how real things are in this world. How about reality shows? *haha* Is it that our society strays away from daily reality that we need these shows? Do we have to watch these shows just to see other people do what we think we can't do? OR are we trying to find sympathy by watching "ourselves" being portrayed by other people and at the end ask yourself "Am I like that"? Whatever reason, whatever way these shows might take form, it goes down to the question "whats our purpose?". For me these reality shows bring out the human part of us, it shows that we are here to be human beings and being human depends on the society. Sadly the society dictates our humanity. *sigh* *too many questions!! I think I'll stop, FOR NOW. . .*